Asslamualaikum...
..............................................awkward silence.hahaha.idk how to start.heartaches huh?hahaha.you must think that I'm exaggerating.well,I'm not.I broke and it hurts.I don't know where or with who to talk about this.forever alone much.haha.No one really cares,just curious.I don't mind if no one read this at least I can let it out from my heart *sigh*.I'm annoying + weird right?that's who I am.I just can't express my feeling or even talk abt it with anyone.Only me and Allah swt know how miserable and awful feeling that I'm going through. Or trying to get through.Even if I can tell,maybe they'll just judge.I can't stop them cause it's their own rights.I don't even know why I felt like this.What makes me be like this?Idk how to explain.It kinda hurts like the waves was hitting the sand.over and over again.hmm...Everything I say comes out all wrong and I'm not trying to sound like this,I just don't know how to communicate and I'm sorry and I hate myself and I try to change.I really do but I just keep on messing up.I'll let the photos below explain:
once upon a time,
I'm lost inside my own head.
I'm so sick of speaking words that no one understands.
I need someone who needs me.
I'm a thinker,not a talker.
I'm just sad most days.
meow
Ouch!my heart.
It's the kinda heartache that I can feel in my bones.
well,expectation is the root of all heartache.
it's all lies,
you don't care
alone
<3
goodnight.sorry...
POSTED BY <$Luce$> ON Thursday, 30 January 2014 @ 06:51
