Asslamualaikum...
..............................................awkward silence.hahaha.idk how to start.heartaches huh?hahaha.you must think that I'm exaggerating.well,I'm not.I broke and it hurts.I don't know where or with who to talk about this.forever alone much.haha.No one really cares,just curious.I don't mind if no one read this at least I can let it out from my heart *sigh*.I'm annoying + weird right?that's who I am.I just can't express my feeling or even talk abt it with anyone.Only me and Allah swt know how miserable and awful feeling that I'm going through. Or trying to get through.Even if I can tell,maybe they'll just judge.I can't stop them cause it's their own rights.I don't even know why I felt like this.What makes me be like this?Idk how to explain.It kinda hurts like the waves was hitting the sand.over and over again.hmm...Everything I say comes out all wrong and I'm not trying to sound like this,I just don't know how to communicate and I'm sorry and I hate myself and I try to change.I really do but I just keep on messing up.I'll let the photos below explain:
once upon a time,
I'm lost inside my own head.
I'm so sick of speaking words that no one understands.
I need someone who needs me.
I'm a thinker,not a talker.
I'm just sad most days.
meow
Ouch!my heart.
It's the kinda heartache that I can feel in my bones.
well,expectation is the root of all heartache.
it's all lies,
you don't care
alone
<3
goodnight.sorry...
POSTED BY <$Luce$> ON Thursday, 30 January 2014 @ 06:51
Asslamualaikum...
Hey!since idk what to name my title so I named it "Back To December".One of my fav songs by taylor swifts <3 There's a meaning behind that song and other songs that I love.Girls stuffss.hahaha.In less than 2 weeks,2013 will end and 2014 will start.huhhh.Nervous cause I'm gonna sit for a big exam.Wish me luck okay?and my friends too.I hope next year I will be more focus on my study and stop being childish.I'm very childish. if you know me you will know what I meant.hahaha.2013 has been kinda difficult for me.Bitter-sweet 2013.There's a lot of good things that happened and also bad things.That's just what life is right?Not easy.Other than that,I really miss my friends.Especially,my best friends of course.I just texted myra.which is one of my best friends.I haven't seen her in 2 years.I miss her too.We talk a lot abt our life,friends,love and study.It's not going like how we want them to be.I also talk to khamy.She's my new bestfriend from my new school.She's pretty,smart,cool and etc.We talked like almost everyday.hahaha.We talked abt so much stuffs like our lifes,fav songsand etc and joke around.hahaha.Thats's what bestfriends do right?Last week,I already finished watching "The Heirs".I suggest you to watch this if you like love story and crying.hahaha.It's very sad and sweet and cute and I'm jelly.hahaha.Whatever alin,whatever.My favourite character is everyone of the cast,but mostly,yknow,Choi Young Do or Kim Woo Bin.He's cool and hndsome.hihihi. Bo Na and Chan Young was also cute.like awwww.and also Yoo Rachel and Hyo Shin.awwww.omg.hahaha.Bo Na's english was very good.I love it when she speaks English.Goodnight.(what a weird ending,Bye).
I wish my dream catcher will be as cute and big as this.
this is so true
really really miss them
don't I like childish and silly here?That's just me
hihihihi<3
my wish.hihihihi<3
awww
so cute ;)
everyone's wish
POSTED BY <$Luce$> ON Wednesday, 18 December 2013 @ 07:01
Asslamualaikum...
Hi,Hello,Hey,Hey :) What's down? ;) Dont cha think today's date is pwetty. 11-11-2013.Not much happened today.Btw,I'm fasting today,tomorrow,the day after tomorrow and idk.Wish me luck :) hmm,hmm,hmm,Khamy said that I'm out of my mind cause I wanna eat my Strawberry Puffy Comfy slipper :) idk why im like this tonight.So many smiley face at the end of my sentences.la la la la laaa.I love to read and draw.Well,that came out of nowhere isnt it?Right now,I'm reading "Torment" by Lauren Kate online since I can't find that book.It's more fun to read it in a book though but I'm thankful I can still read them.weheee :3This is the second book,the first book was "Fallen".They're sequel.I got 2 more books to read by Lauren Kate that is "Passion" and "Rapture".Now I'm on chapter 11,11 more chapter to go :D I can't wait to finish reading all of the books.I wonder what's the ending gonna be like.I hope it will be a happy ending.There's so many twist in the book.The main character are: Lucinda Price and Daniel Grigori <3 I hope they will be together in the end.I want to tell you everything(not seriously everything) about the book but idk where or how to start.It's almost like unexplainable.hahaha.
Reading is Fun!
):)
I wish I can have this.Someone buy it for me please?Just 3,
"Torment,Passion and Rapture".I already have "Fallen".Pleasee :3
Hehehe
weheeee :D
POSTED BY <$Luce$> ON Monday, 11 November 2013 @ 07:29
Asslamualaikum...
Hahahaa.I'm bored aaaannnddd guess what I'm gonna talk about? lets's talk about FASHION. okay,so which girl doesn't loves fashion?Everyone does right?(I think so).Well,what I love about fashion is,umm, idk how to explain.Fashion is what we wear everyday.Clothes.No matter if it's not branded or branded,if its pretty,then its fashion,in my opinion la and different person have different sense of fashion.Hahaha.so,I love:
- Hijab <3
- Flower Crowns
- Sweaters (knitted)
- Boots (doc martens)
- Jeans
- Button Up Shirts
- "Baju Kurung"
- Beanies
- Sneakers (Converse,Vans)
- Glasses
- T-shirts (Geek,Nerd)
- Headbands
- Flip-flops
- Flats
- Wedges
- Ribbons
- Dresses
- Peplum
- Florals
- Polka-Dots
- Laces
- Jackets
- Skirts
- Leggings
- Jeggings
- Pastel Colours
- Sweat shirts
- Necklaces
- Backpacks
- Clutchs
- Totes
- Sling Bags
- Skirts
- Shorts
- Creepers
and the list goes on,if I continue,It will take forever to finish up.hahaha.The things I list above,not all of them I can wear e.g: shorts cause I wear hijab so I must dress appropriately.Their just things that I love so much.and,I also don't have everything that I listed above e.g: Doc Martens boots.well,they're kinda a little expensive(the original ones) to me cause I'm not rich but I'm already thankful with what I have.I'll just dream or imagine about them.well,I sound sad.Hahaha.
POSTED BY <$Luce$> ON Sunday, 10 November 2013 @ 07:18
Assalamualaikum...
Hello there :) How are you? I hope you're doing fine.Well,if you ask me,i don't even know.I guess I'm fine but don't mind about me.Btw,I just found my old mp3(is it called mp3 or mp3 player?idk).Yay!There's so many old songs in there.Not very old but the songs on the year kinda like 2009 e.g: Love story-Taylor Swift.Hahaha.I love her.Well,there's this song that I kinda never heard before cause I just couldn't remember.I fell in love with that song.Love at first hearing.Hahaha.It's Demi Lovato's song titled "Catch me". That song sounded so cute and I love the lyrics.So beautiful.Here's the lyrics and the video:
Before I fall too fast
Kiss me quick
But make it last ooh ooh
So I can see how badly this will hurt me
When you say goodbye
Keep it sweet
Keep it slow
Let the future pass
And don't let go
But tonight I could fall too soon
To this beautiful moonlight
But your so hypnotizing
You've got me laughing while I sing
You've got me smiling in my sleep
And I can see this unraveling
Your love is where I'm falling
But please don't catch me
See this heart
Won't settle down
Like a child running scared from a clown
I'm terrified of what you do
My stomach screams just when I look at you
Run far away
So I can breathe
Even though your far from suffocating me
I can't set my hopes too high
Cause every hello ends with a goodbye
But your so hypnotizing
You've got me laughing while I sing
You've got me smiling in my sleep
And I can see this unraveling
Your love is where I'm falling
But please don't catch me
So now you see
Why I'm scared
I can't open up my heart without a care
But here I go
It's what I feel
And for the first time in my life I know it's real
But your so hypnotizing
You've got me laughing while I sing
You've got me smiling in my sleep
And I can see this unraveling
Your love is where I'm falling
So please don't catch me
If this is love, please don't break me
I'm giving up
So just catch me
I'm not really a Demi Lovato fan but I think I'm turning to be one.I'm turning to be a "Lovatic".Imma lovatic.Hahaha.so,Hi Demi Lovato.I'm your new fan <3 .Hahaha.Love yaa and your songs <3 .I know that this is your old song but I just love it so I don't care,I love it and people may not understand what this song meant to me.Well,only Allah swt and me that knows:) .Sometimes I get goosebumps while listening to this song.I love it :) I hope you will enjoy this song too,like me.There's another song called "Don't Forget" it's a nice song too but "Catch me" is better.hahaha. I know i'm talking crap here but at least it makes me happy somehow.
POSTED BY <$Luce$> @ 06:21
Assalamualaikum...
Well hello there,holiday.At last we've met.I've been waiting for you.I need some rest.Relax but I know that will never happen but I'm just glad you're here.Thanks.At least,there's no school right?hahaha.I'm tired of them.They're very tiring especially the pbs thingy.hahaha.No offense :) Even if its holiday,I still need to study like there's no holiday.I need to be ready for next year since I'm such a lazy girl.yeah,I admit it so I NEED to prepare.Certainly nheeeeedddd tooooo preeeepah.I'm so tired of everything.and when i say everything,I seriously mean it.so,this holiday,I have a lot of things to do in my mind but I'm not going to write about it now.oh,I mean type about it.Okay,so enough with the school stuffs.
sorry
Today,the fifth of November,05/11/2013,my friends and I went to one b to celebrate my friend birthday.Early birthday actually.Hahaha.so,HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY to you.heheh.Idk if you're even reading this.What so ever.I have lots and lots of fun.I think all of my friends came.Yay!I even shop with my bestest friend ever.It's fun to shop with a friend who loves fashion a lot like meeee.She bought a pretty t-shirt that has a picture of a girl at the beach and some quotes.It's pretty because I found it for her.hahaha.I knew she will love it and I'm right.I love the the t-shirt with a picture of flowers on them but I didnt bought them cause I'm saving my money.I hope we can shop together in another time okay?Other than that,we were very noisy at the restaurant that we went.We laughed about everything.We were very loud.I think the other people who ate at the restaurant must be annoyed by us.Sorry :( we just wanna have fun and be happy.
Girls day out :)
Btw,Hello November!
POSTED BY <$Luce$> ON Tuesday, 5 November 2013 @ 05:49
Assalamualaikum...
Hey!Im officially fourteen.hahaha.I still have a loooonnnngggg waaaaaayyy toooo goooooo.Today was one of the best days in my life.I got pranked by my classmates and I cried.It's a loonnnggg story.well,It's my birthday so my classmates.......
to be continued...
hahahaha.I'm sleepy and I will be fasting tomorrow.so,I'll continue later.
sm:)e
I want the flower thingy
stay strong!
._.
Dream on!
Flowers!
PAIN
13.06.2013
note to self
Its meeeee :)
Goodnight..
POSTED BY <$Luce$> ON Thursday, 13 June 2013 @ 07:15
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